i just wanted to feel your body
in the heaviness of this room
surrounded by all the things in my life
that i told you about
but you haven't seen
and i thought,
maybe we could break the rules so quickly
that even we don't notice them cracking
maybe we could allow these walls
to do exactly what they were build to
what a sleepy thought
the feeling of you and i together
with nothing holding us back
what a terrible concept
the idea that i could have had
something that i didn't earn